Lydia

I got the Chola look DOWN. So what I'm going as for Halloween.



and yes I did forget that my LJ existed.

Don't ask me about the title, it's just what my new icon is named.

So I don't like mean arrogant bastards. My first client at Massage Envy today was this old stupid piece of shit. He kept talking about how horrible Mexicans are, why all in the ones in the Us should be rounded up and shot and how horrified he was when he went to Cancun. Blah blah blah blah. Oh and he kept calling me sweet heart. I wanted to deck that mother fucker so hard. Did I deck him, nope that's what Trigger Point is for. Working on his lower back him "those pieces of cmnkdfl;gna;gn;s" Me digging my elbow into him as had as I can. Him: squealing in pain. So who needs to use fists when you can used a well placed elbow? Seriously though I hate people like that. You're in there getting a damn massage why are you going off about how much you hate people.

Then Anthony and I saw "30 Days of Night" over the weekend. I loved the graphic novel so I was so excited for this movie. But that excitement was dulled by Mr. Constipated himself Josh Hartnett. It lived up too all my expectations except one. Mr. Constipation didn't suck in it. I have come to the conclusion that he needs to just do horror movies. He's too perfect for them The Faculty is one of my favorite movies and Halloween H20 wasn't bad. He's like a horror god. Dumb enough not to overshadow the plot line with over the top acting.

So crappy crappy fucking couple of weeks. Complete with working too much, asshole boyfriend, asshole friends, stalker and elbow injuries

How can an entire month be made better in 48 hours? Easy awesome Supernatural episode on Thursday and a Pepper show on Friday.

First Supernatural. Easily one of my favorite episodes of all 3 seasons. I thought the whole lucky rabbit's foot thing would be pretty fucking stupid. But they worked it out and it was good. Other people falling down is the funniest thing in the entire world and there was a lot of that. Some of my favorite lines ever were in this one to. Sam's "I lost my shoe" made me spit perfectly good beer all over the place. Then Dean with the "I'm Batman" and Sam's reaction "Yeah you're Batman" would have made me waste more beer if I hadn't of outsmarted the show and finished the bottle during commercial.

Then Bela not too sure about her. There was the whole fucking stink about her and Ruby being added in this season. Ruby is awesome and I love that character. Bela she feels like an after thought to me. I know a second female character was suggested by the network and she feels like she was the second character. But overall I like her, I just don't like how she fits into the show. But I'm going to wait it out and see what she's like in upcoming episodes before deciding if I want her to go or not.

Now on to Pepper, how can seeing my favorite band not make me really really happy. I love going to their shows you sneak in some weed and so does everyone else so the entire place smells like it. Which by the way is one of my favorite smells ever, then everyone's dancing and is really into it the guys don't even have to sing most of the lyrics because the crowd is singing a long. Of course it's hot, loud and you're slightly drunk and high so you get nauseous. But that just adds to the fun of the night. Also just makes sexy boyfriend take shirt off because it's too hot.

My boyfriend bought me the tickets as an I'm sorry present after he was an ass a few weeks ago. Good choice Anthony and after all the recent drama with us it was a perfect thing to make things right again. So for months I've had his ring tone as "Bring me along" and it's his ring tone for me. I guess if we had a song for each other that would be it. They played it I think second in the set and he was right behind me, just dancing together and he was kissing my neck. Everything just felt right and perfect.


So that is how a month of shit turns good in 48 hours.


Oh and just to add that Smashbox's Photo Finish Primer is the best make up ever. I just used the and some concealer with no foundation or powder. After the show tonight, where I was sweating like a fat dude on coke, I was expecting to be all shiny and gross. Nope got back home and I wasn't shiny and except for the blood shot eyes didn't even look like I'd been at a show.

I have never realized the amount of money people drop on crap labeled "natural" or "homeopathic" or hell just alternative medicine in general. I can charge $200 for an hour of Shiatsu, and I kina suck at it. It's easier than a regular Swedish anyways. Also this dumb bitch I know dropped $50 on a bag of polished rocks that are what 50 cents at a craft store, just because the lady told her they were chakra rocks. I'd be an idiot not to take advantage of this opportunity.

Friday spent the entire day bat shit crazy yelling and screaming at everyone I came into contact with. Then I ran into my ex-ex-ex boyfriend at the liquor store. Which was actually gratifying. We dated and broke up 3 years ago maybe 4 now, but it was the whole first love insanely entwined messed up relationship deal. Few months ago I call him when I was out of my mind and his new girlfriend answered... I've been obsessing about it ever since, picturing how perfect she looks, and how much better she is than me etc... So I run into them. He's standing there with his new girlfriend who is short ugly and looks old enough to be his mother. I just laughed, smiled and walked away. I've never felt so good in my entire life, which probably makes me a horrible person. But god damn they were so ridiculous in there all cute and looking for the perfect wine. Then I'm there and I have 2 handles of tequila in my arms, I hadn't showered, my hair was all over the place and there was mascara and make-up smeared on my face. I'm sure I looked like an insane wreck to him.

I'm bored

You Are 38% Feminine, 62% Masculine

You are in touch with your masculine side. You are not overly sensitive and not easily moved. Occasionally, though, something will get through and touch your heart!

You Are a Freedom Rocker!

You're stuck in the 70s - for better or worse Crazy hair, pot soaked clothes, and tons of groupies Your kind showed the world how to rock Is that freedom rock?... Well turn it up man!

Your Personality Is

Artisan (SP) You are both grounded and flexible. You adapt well to new situations. You are playful and free spirited - but you are also dependable and never flaky. You don't do well in conservative, stuffy situations. It's probably very hard for you to keep a normal job or stay in school. You are always up for fun and adventure. Most people are too boring for you. You take risks and bend the rules. And if things don't work out, you chock it up to life experience. In love, you tend to take things quickly - but you have a huge problem with commitment. At work, you need to make your own rules. You're best suited to be an entrepreneur. With others, you are animated and physical. You prefer doing something with friends to just hanging out. As far as your looks go, you tend to be buff and in good shape. Your spend more time on your body than your clothes. On weekends, you need to keep active. From cooking up a storm to running a 5K, you wear yourself out.

Nick and I were at the bar. Enjoying ourselves having some drinks, playing pool and just having a good time. I go outside to smoke. Some guy comes up and asks to use my lighter. I let him and we end up talking. Nothing major, just "Hi what's your name?" type of deal. Then he has this insane posessive girlfriend, that comes up tells me to get away from her man. This was all very day time TVish by the way. Then she makes some stupid comment about how I looked like a whore. So of course my dumbass instead of walking away decides to shove her. She then throw her drink in my face, I punch her, things escalate. Next thing I know cops are there and I'm getting cuffed. Both of us get a nice ride to jail and are thrown in the drunk tank, which of course was packed due to it being New Years. I spend the night with a throbbing headache, sitting on the floor in jail. Luckily I didn't have to call my parents to get me out, because Nick followed the cop car there. And also there's no charges being filed. Shitty situation, but atleast it won't fuck me over for the next few years. My resolution, no more stupid anger management issues moments this year.