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Not a whole lot going on at the moment. My ambien is worthless if you ask me. A frying pan to head would be more effective and comfortable than this odd ambien high where I can't sleep. I just feel high... Fucking crazy kids out there.

Anyways I ran 2 13 min miles and 2 walking 18 min miles today. Only had to pull out the inhaler once. I think this most recent asthma flare up is finally under control. Thank god.  Now I can work up to doing the K9 5k in April followed by the Bolder Boulder in May. Well that's my goal at least.

My shit receptacle

It's about time I started using this sucker again. Problem is I never have interesting shit to write about. Except for homework, eating, working out and alternating between being completely in love with my boyfriend and wanting to kill him. One nice thing about him is his name is Jared. So if I'm feeling Jared Padalecki that day I never have to worry about screaming the wrong name out in bed.
I have a bruise on mh forehead. 5 inch stripper heels should not be worn to 1$ Jager shot night.

Lean like a chola

I got the Chola look DOWN. So what I'm going as for Halloween.

and yes I did forget that my LJ existed.

I have a way to make 10 million dollars

I have never realized the amount of money people drop on crap labeled "natural" or "homeopathic" or hell just alternative medicine in general. I can charge $200 for an hour of Shiatsu, and I kina suck at it. It's easier than a regular Swedish anyways. Also this dumb bitch I know dropped $50 on a bag of polished rocks that are what 50 cents at a craft store, just because the lady told her they were chakra rocks. I'd be an idiot not to take advantage of this opportunity.

Stupid fucking Matt

Friday spent the entire day bat shit crazy yelling and screaming at everyone I came into contact with. Then I ran into my ex-ex-ex boyfriend at the liquor store. Which was actually gratifying. We dated and broke up 3 years ago maybe 4 now, but it was the whole first love insanely entwined messed up relationship deal. Few months ago I call him when I was out of my mind and his new girlfriend answered... I've been obsessing about it ever since, picturing how perfect she looks, and how much better she is than me etc... So I run into them. He's standing there with his new girlfriend who is short ugly and looks old enough to be his mother. I just laughed, smiled and walked away. I've never felt so good in my entire life, which probably makes me a horrible person. But god damn they were so ridiculous in there all cute and looking for the perfect wine. Then I'm there and I have 2 handles of tequila in my arms, I hadn't showered, my hair was all over the place and there was mascara and make-up smeared on my face. I'm sure I looked like an insane wreck to him.


I'm bored

You Are 38% Feminine, 62% Masculine

You are in touch with your masculine side.
You are not overly sensitive and not easily moved.
Occasionally, though, something will get through and touch your heart!

You Are a Freedom Rocker!

You're stuck in the 70s - for better or worse
Crazy hair, pot soaked clothes, and tons of groupies
Your kind showed the world how to rock
Is that freedom rock?... Well turn it up man!

Your Personality Is

Artisan (SP)

You are both grounded and flexible. You adapt well to new situations.
You are playful and free spirited - but you are also dependable and never flaky.

You don't do well in conservative, stuffy situations.
It's probably very hard for you to keep a normal job or stay in school.

You are always up for fun and adventure. Most people are too boring for you.
You take risks and bend the rules. And if things don't work out, you chock it up to life experience.

In love, you tend to take things quickly - but you have a huge problem with commitment.

At work, you need to make your own rules. You're best suited to be an entrepreneur.

With others, you are animated and physical. You prefer doing something with friends to just hanging out.

As far as your looks go, you tend to be buff and in good shape. Your spend more time on your body than your clothes.

On weekends, you need to keep active. From cooking up a storm to running a 5K, you wear yourself out.

New Years SUCKED

Nick and I were at the bar. Enjoying ourselves having some drinks, playing pool and just having a good time. I go outside to smoke. Some guy comes up and asks to use my lighter. I let him and we end up talking. Nothing major, just "Hi what's your name?" type of deal. Then he has this insane posessive girlfriend, that comes up tells me to get away from her man. This was all very day time TVish by the way. Then she makes some stupid comment about how I looked like a whore. So of course my dumbass instead of walking away decides to shove her. She then throw her drink in my face, I punch her, things escalate. Next thing I know cops are there and I'm getting cuffed. Both of us get a nice ride to jail and are thrown in the drunk tank, which of course was packed due to it being New Years. I spend the night with a throbbing headache, sitting on the floor in jail. Luckily I didn't have to call my parents to get me out, because Nick followed the cop car there. And also there's no charges being filed. Shitty situation, but atleast it won't fuck me over for the next few years. My resolution, no more stupid anger management issues moments this year.